2021.10.16 01:46 jewski1 This is a long one
I feel like I've had one of the worst years of my life... this is after spending majority of my teen years at rock bottom, suicidal, & self harming. Without the help of my parents (one of the main reasons I was in the mindset I was) or anyone really for that matter-- I turned my life around and I began to feel passionate about things again. I ended up finishing high school, even made varsity softball my senior year (except I broke my ankle before I ever got to play). I think I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life during this time though, I got married.
All was well and good for a while. I was accepted with direct entry into an amazing nursing program. I went to college my freshman year and even joined air force ROTC with goals of becoming a flight nurse and eventually a CRNA. Long distance with my husband became tough bc he was stationed in Cali in the marine corps. My dream was always to work with animals, but knew financially that isn't what I wanted, so simultaneously I was also taking an online vet assistant course so I could atleast work with animals through college. I took a year off against everyone's better judgement but I knew I needed it for my mental health. I finished my online program and was OTJ trained as a vet tech while in Cali & my husband didn't re-enlist when his contract was up so a year later we both move back and I start school again while working as a tech.
Last year was pretty okay, first semester was mainly still Gen Eds and second semester was my first clinical. This year has been the year from hell though. I've found out my husband cheated on me, he's done nothing to better himself, he leaves all the chores to me (working 40 hours a week going to nursing school full-time), and has consistently been unable to pay his portion of the bills. Leaving me to scramble to try to make up the missing portions of rent. So in addition to work and school, I am donating plasma 2 times every week and doordashing whenever possible. Trust me, conversations have been had. I'm at my wits end-- I know I should just leave bc this is such an abbreviated version of the problems, but I can't bring myself to.
In April my dog had to have a tail amputation due to a MCT, a couple months later he had to have another MCT removed. A month after that my brother suffered from PTSD-c induced schizophrenia. Two weeks after that I found out I had high grade dysplasia of my cervix requiring a procedure that more likely won't solve the problem (but trying that first in hopes I don't have to have the riskier one). That same week I got a nail in 3 of my tires on 3 different days and a lady backed into me at Starbucks. Not even a month later my brakes went out on my car. Ive failed my first three tests of the semester and I'm usually an A/B student. And now I have been sick for over a week (COVID/flu negative) feeling like death with a 102 fever. Still working through it all bc no one could cover me and I would get written up otherwise. I finally went to my PCP after a very horrid urgent care experience where they basically just told me to suck it up. I have a raging sinus infection and bronchitis. I've had to miss 3 classes and a clinical due to COVID policy and I now have to find time to make up the clinical and ensure I didn't miss anything in lecture.
I'm so beyond stressed and uncertain of what my future holds. I'm trying so hard to pull myself out of this, but I think I just need some encouragement and advice.
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2021.10.16 01:46 sweetenedlime Help! For replying to a comment with a video, the comment is blank after I make the video. What’s the fix for this? I remember seeing someone on TikTok mention this, but I scrolled by without saving.
2021.10.16 01:46 pandeslerion espero que não seja repost
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2021.10.16 01:46 asafebet_ International unable to link IHI to service victoria. Page keeps loading even on different browsers.
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2021.10.16 01:46 gas55man Hoge advice on coinbase now ? Mmmm Bullosh
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2021.10.16 01:46 NewsElfForEnterprise EI Pollo LoCo CEO Bernard Acoca Resigns, Larry Roberts Takes Charge As Interim CEO
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2021.10.16 01:46 IamahugefanofTSV ummm true ....
"The Bigger The Fishing rod The Bigger The Shlong"
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2021.10.16 01:46 YFJL Finally got my X17🥲
2021.10.16 01:46 A-Space [PS5][29/32] Fantasy Draft TONIGHT 8 PM Central, No money play league
Attention: This is a long established league with the many players carrying over from previous maddens. We have a good culture based around playing football and not exploiting the game. We are looking for like minded players. Due to a split in our player base between PS4 and PS5, we will be running two leagues at this point in time, as such, we are bringing in more new members than usual to start the year. We start the league with a single fantasy draft and advance 3 times a week. No redrafts. You will manage your roster and your salary long term in this league. Now is your chance to get in before the draft and build your team.
Filthy Casuals is looking for new players. As the name implies, this is not a league for players in the highly competitive madden scene, but is instead a league where casual madden players can play against each other competitively. Nanoblitzes, AI manipulation, and 25 seconds worth of audibles are not welcome here. We are looking for fellow players who love football and just want to pick up the game and play. In summary, we are a league where "money plays" are not allowed, a league for those who are looking to play football, not madden.
The goal is to create a friendly and active league that truly embodies that "anyone can win on any given Sunday" feel. We play 3 games weekly on a regular advance schedule, and will continue as many seasons without redraft as possible before restarting on the next madden. If you're tired of leagues that redraft every 3 seasons, this could be the league for you. We want to provide players the opportunity to build teams long term and manage the salary cap.
Rules are posted here, rules will be modified to adjust for the madden 22 changes as we go: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Xr3KvHhRzdJu8fd6MjNLH70V7ExeJlIyvXImfGzf7tg/edit
Open teams include the following (subject to change): Texans, cowboys, packers, bears
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2021.10.16 01:46 rancidgarbagescum Why is it not considered selfish for people to tell someone who is suffering not to commit suicide and continue to suffer just to keep their own mental state normal?
If somebody is suffering greatly enough to be suicidal, why should someone else’s emotions be a greater factor than the suicidal persons own feelings in their decision to end the suffering? Is it not selfish for someone to insist somebody lives in daily agony for their own emotional gain/stability? How about we just let old dogs put themselves down.
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2021.10.16 01:46 Dragon-City-Gaming Go here to see more upcoming guides
2021.10.16 01:46 IIIMOODYIII Trucker didn’t seem worried
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2021.10.16 01:46 felidubco06 GIRATINA RAID ADD NOW 2938 2795 4353
2021.10.16 01:46 toothpick1912 Froggy Chair:
2021.10.16 01:46 GoatmanBrogance Can I just say, I love that this subreddit's description has already basically given Jevil the middle finger
2021.10.16 01:46 Fabulous_Ad_7730 Thinking of getting a second credit card
I’ve been building my credit score for 3 years now or 4 maybe but my credit score is on the rise to jump up to a 757/758 because I lowered my credit card balance my fico score is a 779 right now I’ve been contemplating on getting a second credit card I’ve been looking at American Express gold card and the platinum how do y’all feel about these Cards are they good ? Have they helped you in anyway? Or should I jus stick with my one credit card I been using for years ?
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2021.10.16 01:45 shinney Guy loaded chocolate fountain machine with cheese
2021.10.16 01:45 Key-Perspective-6581 HELP I got my bridge pierced today and it's crooked. should I take it out asap so I can get it repierced or should I wait to see how it looks when it heals and I can put a shorter bar in? maybe it's not even that bad but I'm anxious.
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2021.10.16 01:45 painfulitch Sir David Amess: Conservative MP stabbed to death
2021.10.16 01:45 N1gh_t Se q duxo dijo q ya no se permitiran dibujos pero es q yo no estoy en el discord ;-; asi q supongo q este sera el ultimo dibujo q suba por aqui si es q me pasan el discord- en fin espero les guste ^^ [tuve q editar el grito de duxo porq se veia muy turbio]
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2021.10.16 01:45 shinney Too Funny & very true: Old school vs. New.
2021.10.16 01:45 kermit54 I'm not a fan of Caitlin Jenner but regardless this comment from Anna was... interesting
"If you think Caitlin Jenner is a woman, I don't need your opinion on the experimental jab."
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2021.10.16 01:45 fishystudios Why can't a man waltz in a closet while wearing a tight Speedo?
2021.10.16 01:45 JustSomeRandomGeeza Where can I find the full list of songs in an episode?
I'm trying to find the name of the instrumental around 43:30 of the first episode, but the lists I've checked only have one or two songs per episode (no instrumentals either).
If anybody can link me to the full list somewhere or a good site or app to use I will be forever grateful 😀
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2021.10.16 01:45 SeaLionFacts Steam bans games that allow cryptocurrency and NFT trading - Yahoo Singapore News
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